This is not your typical post, if you are looking for updates I'm sorry to disappoint you.
It's really unfair how you look up to some great friends of yours, sometimes not even friends they could just be great artists, and it fails me that there are obstacles on the way. Not between me and them (I hope not at least), but between them and their passion. It's unfair that I get an opportunity that someone else deserves, I wish I could lend it to them, I'm lucky enough to still be doing what I'm doing but it really hits me hard that I see great people with amazing plans to free their creativity. I look for meaning in everything, It can be through art or just intentions, even if that art didn't have a particular meaning I like to imagine one it's just like watching a red sky during the night, really beautiful moments such as the sunrise when there are clouds. It's unfair I'm the one who caught the chance when someone else needed it. I think they know who I'm talking to, really great people, but it's life y'know. Some get a headstart over you just because that's where their life is led to be, like destiny, really powerful meaning to it. It's hard for them to do what they want, I understand them because I relate, I'm not special but if everyone gets the same opportunity then how will we progress in all forms. Be grateful for what you have, take it for granted, you think your situation and lifestyle is really horrible but you can only imagine what your subconcious has seen. There is always worst than worst same goes for the better. Listen to your heart y'know, now what you want to be, not everything is possible but at least make something that would last longer than how long you will live until you die. You are marking this world without knowning it, the simplist and most unpredictables ways someone can get his life going because they found their passion. I wouldn't be making this post if at least 10 people who are the reason why I am here doing what I love existed. It's crazy to think about, I think the main person I want to thank is Krinkels. He grouped us all together, thank you a lot.
I apologize this was just nonesense, I promise next post to be related to my upcoming works.
I have 2 projects that I'm working on big or not I promise to you I'll have them done one day.